/sama.saja_

ahh,

mereka

semua

sama saja

tai!_ 

/sampai.disini_

Aku menangis,
Ketika menemukan dan menyadari arti dari sebuah tulisan ini;


"bawa aku....
melintasi Agama dan mendobrak Norma."


Dan kemudian sesal itu datang_

/is a wish too late_

teman-teman yang ternyata sungguh hadir untuk saya_

thanks fellas :D

*performed by Hendra JavaJr @ Nutz Culture

Friday, February 10, 2012

Song : Cut Here by The Cure
  
"So we meet again!" and I offer my hand 
All dry and English slow 
And you look at me and I understand 
Yeah it's a look I used to know 
"Three long years... and your favourite man... 
Is that any way to say hello?" 
And you hold me... like you'll never let me go 

"Oh c'mon and have a drink with me 
Sit down and talk a while..." 
"Oh I wish I could... and I will! 
But now I just don’t have the time..." 
And over my shoulder as I walk away 
I see you give that look goodbye... 
I still see that look in your eye... 

So dizzy Mr. Busy - Too much rush to talk to Billy 
All the silly frilly things have to first get done 
In a minute - sometime soon - maybe next time - make it June 
Until later...doesn't always come
Until later...doesn't always come. 

It's so hard to think "It ends sometime 
And this could be the last 
I should really hear you sing again 
And I should really watch you dance" 
Because it's hard to think 
"I'll never get another chance 
To hold you... to hold you... " 

But chilly Mr. Dilly - Too much rush to talk to Billy 
All the tizzy fizzy idiot things must get done 
In a second - just hang on - all in good time - wont be long 
Until later... 

I should've stopped to think - I should've made the time 
I could've had that drink - I could've talked a while 
I would've done it right - I would've moved us on 
But I didn't - now it's all too late 
It's over... over 
And you're gone...

I miss you I miss you I miss you 
I miss you I miss you I miss you so much 

But how many times can I walk away and wish "If only..." 
But how many times can I talk this way and wish "If only..." 
Keep on making the same mistake 
Keep on aching the same heartbreak 
I wish "If only..." 

But "If only...." 
Is a wish too late...

vid: http://youtu.be/3sKWrpaEw0k

/_

ketika seseorang menyayangimu, sayangilah dia sepenuh hatimu. 

karna kau akan sadar ketika telah kehilangan dirinya_

/jumat malam ketemu pagi_

fu*kin friday nite 
fu*kin saturday morning_

out of chair at nine PM
out my shit by half past ten
out with mates no dates and friends
that's what i do at weekends

we just talk and i just drive
but we know where we going to go
we're going watch our money go
at the jakarta

when my feet go through the door
i know what my right arm is for
get a drink and pull a chair
up to the edge of the dance floor

bouncers bouncing through the night
trying to stop or start a acquaintanceship
i sit and watch the flashing lights
moving legs in footless tights

i like to venture into town
i like to get a few drinks down
the floor gets packed the bar gets full
i don't like life when things get dull

the hen party have saved the night
and freed themselves from drunken stags
having fun and dancing
in a circle round their leather bags

but five o'clock has come again
it's time to leave this paradise
hope the chip shop isn't closed
cos' their meals are really nice

i eat in the tickle conversation
quasy next someone else's food
wish i had sac on my shirt
instead of piss stains on my shoes

i go out on friday night
and i come home on saturday morning
 
then i come comin' to my (x) girl room
in hopes will breakfast together
guess with full of suspicious
get a pair of boy's shoes in front of the door

modified from Friday Night Saturday Morning song by The Specials and that's the story_

/di.antara_

hari menuju hari berikutnya
masih sama
lakukan hal-hal
yang kata orang-orang tiada guna

*enak saja kalian bilang begitu
hah?

hei..
hidup tidaklah melulu harus seperti itu

rutinitas kerja?
ah.. terlalu konstan bagi saya untuk menikmati hidup

status? title?
bangga dengan status karir? (peduli setan)
saya tidak mengejarnya

mungkin terdengar klise 
dan bahkan sarkastik bagi kolega-kolega seperjuangan saya disana

supervisor | director | conceptor | founder | investor
begitu?

saya cuma lebih akrab dengan adaptor, bor, kompresor, kapasitor, motor
serta ngodok-ngodok yang kotor-kotor 

saya cukup bangga! 
meskipun tercantum dimana-mana 
yang konon dipakai berbagai industri percetakan 
digital printing, graphic design, advertising

saya cukup bangga! 
menyandang status seorang graphic designer (desainer grafis) 
berabsahkan SSn. (Sarjana Seni) dipenghujung nama saya
yang itupun tidak pernah saya cantumkan di kolom manapun saya menorehkan nama

saya memang pengangguran
tapi bukan berarti nganggur dan gak bisa gaya bukan?  

saya mengisi keseharian 
dengan apa yang saya mau lakukan saat itu juga 

bebas..

lepas..

tiada batas..

macet? (ah.. lupa bentuknya seperti apa)

hari ini bongkar motor
malam hari nya bersosialiasi
besok bisa saja tiba-tiba dikantor orang

atau bahkan bekerja di teras depan rumah
bermodalkan buku bertenaga sebesar 17" 
warisan Peter Heckmann sang komposer ternama 
yang tak perlu diragukan lagi hasil-hasil karyanya

bersubsidi secangkir kopi hitam
buku-buku referensi
sebungkus rokok
dan tak lupa koneksi wi-fi bulanan
mencari recehan
dipandangi si kuda besi tua klasik kelahiran surat proklamasi kemerdekaan 
(masih dalam bentuk gagasan sepertinya, atau bahkan belum terpikirkan) 
yang selalu setia menunggu diopeni

semoga

semua ada hasilnya

dan berhasil

semoga_

/free as a bird!_

whatever

happened to

the life that we once knew

as a bird on wings

like a homing bird

i'll fly

free as a bird!_

my song today :

The Beatles - Free as a Bird

resign_